Running

This relationship you and I have is really messed up. Just to be with you I put on tiger balm, cheetah socks, compression sleeve on my right leg, left knee brace, $200 shoes, mace (in case I run into an animal or someone crazier than myself) expensive watch to gage how our time together is going, toilet paper, my phone (in case I'm not in the mood and want to get away from you) three bras and music to drown you out. Sometimes when we are together I feel light and free like a bird others times I hate you and can't wait to be done with you. But I will never break up with you....I stay with you.....sigh....because I love you.