All By Myself............

I was all ready to run my 8 miles this morning, go to hit play on the Ipod and all I hear is silence. What?!? Um....Hello?!? Its dead........could it have anything to do with the little ride it took in the washing machine....probably. So I think, I can do this....right? Psh...I've never ran without music...one time won't kill me. So I reluctantly begin running. About 20 feet in..... my mind begins racing......it's thinking about all kinds of crap......and I don't like it one bit....After a mile in I decide not to take my original turn because there is no way in hell I am running this 8 miles without music.....It just can't be done. So I aim for 4 miles instead. I did it....it was slow and torturous.....and I discovered that I annoy myself......I don't want to hear myself breath and pant........I don't like thinking that much.........and that was way too much time to spend with myself. Today, I am very thankful for music in the world. 

Stupid Exercise 

I exercise often, some think too much but I think its a normal amount. The other day I wasn't in the mood to exercise at all. I went for a 2 mile walk with the family and that was plenty for me.  I had that small nagging feeling that I should ride my bike to pick up the car that my husband abandoned that morning on his bike ride. I didn't want to but that stupid small voice kept saying "just do it!" Ugh! fine. I angrily got my bike and noticed the seat was too high and needed to be adjusted so I started looking for a thingy. After 20 minutes of looking I was unsuccessful and angrily put my bike away, grabbed my keys and started walking. After a 1 1/2 miles I thought this is stupid, I don't want to walk I should call the hubs to come get me but realized I didn't even bring my phone. Sigh,... I guess I could run now then I won't have to tomorrow, except that only lasted for 1 minute before I realized I didn't have a running bra on and the ladies were everywhere. So I continued to walk and laugh at myself for such stupidity and ended up walking 7 miles to the car. It was exhausting since I wasn't in the mood. Once I got home hubs was worried and wondered what took so long. Apparently I should have asked him for help and he would had directed me to Allen Wrench, whoever he is. 

It was a dark night....late too...close to 8:00 p.m. and I couldn't take the windshield wiper fluid light blinking at me anymore. I decided to take matters into my own hands..and a funnel. I was proud until I noticed the light wasn't going off. How can this be? It must be broken or could it be that I put it in the brake fluid filler upper thingy?

I'm At My Wits End! 

I said it.....I said those dreadful Mom words today. When I heard them come out of my mouth I was appalled. Seriously? I thought with a smile.....I can't believe that I just said that.....I'm not positive but I think I was even shaking my head and had my hands on my hip. I remember when my Mom would say that and I'd think..what? what are you talking about? I don't know what that means but I think your a lunatic.....Time for a break.

Whoever came up with this?!?!

I finally decided to try this Netipot thingy to help my explosive face, I mean sinuses and I gotta say its not that bad....if you don't mind drowning in your own face.

Cool Cat

I keep telling myself that I am still cool and hip even tho I want my levi's to cover my bum when I bend over (whys it so hard to find them?) even if I get annoyed by the snowboarders mouths around my boys while skiing (inside I'm laughing) , even if I can only jump on the trampoline for a minute or I'll pee my pants, even if I run with compression socks on, fall asleep sitting up and enjoy a nice glass of metamucil once in a while. I am fun, cool and totally with it although I just noticed I used the word hip..............

Normal things I do that my husband rolls his eyes or shakes his head at daily. I take coffee with me in a glass mug in the car in the morning (yes, we have travel mugs but I prefer it this way), I use Pam cooking spray, I pay money to run and bike races that I will never win, I have a lot of running shoes and need more, I pick up the kitchen rugs to sweep but won't really sweep for a few days, I don't want to change my bike tire when I have him to do it, I think all dishes can go in the dishwasher and they will fit and why would I wash them by hand when I have a dishwasher also I think I am super funny but he doesn't think I am as funny as I think I am.